what even are “normal” emotions?

I’m currently very depressed and all I want to do is sleep.

oh. hello crippling depression. happy to have you back.


I haven’t been on in a couple months, so here’s what’s been going on:

  • My anxiety has skyrocketed. 
  • I got really depressed.
  • Got a med change (Zoloft was added.)
  • Lots of self care has been done.
  • Mood episodes have improved.

I can go in depth a little bit later and most likely will.

Haven’t been on here in awhile. I’ll post an update later!

I’m not as sad as I was, I guess.

But I’m still struggling.

I’m totally not headed into a downward spiral and I’m totally not tempted to stop taking my meds.

I’m sad and I want to go out and chain smoke.

I’ve been off lately.

The guy I’m talking to would tell you I’ve been smoking too much pot but I haven’t smoked enough.

I think I’m just stressed and spacey.




is there anything on earth more anxiety inducing than being given unclear instructions and then put under time pressure

#long answer: fuck no